~lesson learned~

i was quite fierce to cy as i taught her maths and repeated the same concept time & again yet she cant get the approach right~

i reflected~ and i realise i was agitated not cos she din understand, but more importantly, i was pissed with myself for not being able to teach well... and i tend to be frustrated and flare up when things matter to me~ I really want her to do well... but time constraint and limitation prevent me from doing so...

so ytd, i spend more time talking to her than teaching~ and it all went well~ she shared with me her little secrets & some ghost stories~ and i promise to bring her to my place to play if she finish her homework & guai guai study for the next 3 weeks~ *nice*

the other mentors were really sweet! wayne keep emphasizing the importance of not stressing ourselves up... (so applicable for me~) haa... and siming... i was telling him that i was feeling lost~ maybe i cant teach~ maybe i am not good enough to a mentor~ but he said its because i care thats why i raise my voice~ its just like mummy scolding us~ its because they care and want us to be good~ but they express it in a way we seldom truly understand~

~i'm enlightended~

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went shopping with jie yesterday... i got her a wallet n we shopped arnd for shoes n clothes! love shopping with jie cos we have to share things anyway~ and jie takes care of me! *grinz*

wanna be more mature cos i'm 21 le! *hee*