Recently, it seemed I’ve been crying and then going back to work. It came to a point I think my work is eating me alive.

I had a little dispute with Darling today. We went to his grandma’s house for lunch and thereafter to Sim Lim to treat his CPU. I got frustrated waiting for his CPU to be diagnosed cos time waiting means less time working on my laptop…

How silly can I be?

It’s weekend for goodness sake and I was angry with Darling for my own ‘self-induced-pressure’.

*sigh*

I’m sorry Darling…

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I’m not enjoying my work as much as I used to.
My colleagues aren’t as ‘unpolitical’ as they used to be either.
I’m tired of doing more… more… and too much more…
I guess, it’s about time…

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25/08/2010

I went back to the hotel alone. The moment I put my bag down, I started crying till I was too tired sobbing. This was the first night I slept with loneliness & depression.

Even though I was crumbling inside, I know that when I wake up the next morning, I had to be the girl who is fiercely optimistic, always believing that everything was going to turn out fine and that new, exciting opportunity was just around the corner...

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Alrights, this is a mini-crisis and I gotta deal with it soon… For now, I need to get the budgeting deadlines out of the way before I can plan to move on. =)

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Thank you my lovely Darling for cheering me on.
Thank you my Best friend for your encouragement.
I’m sure the stress will be over very soon…
*smile*