Seriously need to be disciplined if not I'll never get my schoolwork done.
I'm too prone to drifting away- surfing webby, reading books, finding job, sending emails, doing presents, packing my table~ just about anything except sitting down to study.
Weird... I always wanted to study. But saying is one, doing is another. *damn
happen to chance upon an urgent job assignment.
4 days of work --> DR Cash 250
day one at work was generally alright. One person did manage to piss me off thgz...
gotta give shg a miss cos of the job~ really din wanna miss the last planning session~ but *sighz... I'm torn between commitment & my dying finances... finances seem to dominate.
a sad reality.
Ma & pa are giving me contradicting information as to whether we're in financial distress. Ma said we're doing fine and insist I not work during the semester. But that's ma, always so protective of me, partly cos of my relatively weak health i guess. Whereas Pa says something is wrong and he will be quitting his job after new year...
Implication: Study -- Work -- Volunteer
Juggling all three & also not forgetting to do things I enjoy.
I'm too prone to drifting away- surfing webby, reading books, finding job, sending emails, doing presents, packing my table~ just about anything except sitting down to study.
Weird... I always wanted to study. But saying is one, doing is another. *damn
happen to chance upon an urgent job assignment.
4 days of work --> DR Cash 250
day one at work was generally alright. One person did manage to piss me off thgz...
gotta give shg a miss cos of the job~ really din wanna miss the last planning session~ but *sighz... I'm torn between commitment & my dying finances... finances seem to dominate.
a sad reality.
Ma & pa are giving me contradicting information as to whether we're in financial distress. Ma said we're doing fine and insist I not work during the semester. But that's ma, always so protective of me, partly cos of my relatively weak health i guess. Whereas Pa says something is wrong and he will be quitting his job after new year...
Implication: Study -- Work -- Volunteer
Juggling all three & also not forgetting to do things I enjoy.
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Finish reading Five people you meet in heaven on the train today and grabbed Flower for Algernon from Orchard library during lunch break.
Reading is one of life simplest pleasure.
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