Thursday, October 02, 2008

Crumbling work life balance

Too many things seem to be going through her little brain. She cannot identify all of them. Neither can she comprehend and resolve those she identified.

About work
Having 2 weeks core training back at Shenton way. The luxury of knocking off at 5.30pm sharp like the many unassigned souls. Thereafter, it’ll be 2 weeks of toil to focus on driving lessons… Test date on auspicious 18th Nov.

Staff track bookings updated.

Continuity is going to bring me back to 3 horrible nightmares.

#1 (1 month): The account supervisor who made me cried first year on the job. Being an A11 means I have to deal with the fierce inventory manager as well. Gwen always reminds herself that work will come to an end. So what if they vent their frustration on me? I’m just doing my job. If only I can drill that thought deep into myself.

#2 (1 month): Review on the longest engagement ever. Love the team which became more like a family... Dread the finance department and the mess they produce. Dun like the upper management and their inhuman deadlines.

#3 (2 months): The loneliest engagement even though the team was huge. Was tasked to do consol while others audited entities. Segregation of duties and ex-auditor as the FM makes it s challenge to get information without being screamed at.

the idea of resignation.
Seem like a short cut to the misery? Am I an escapist if i tender? There is so much more to learn and explore in audit. I’ll miss my darling. Have I gotten what I set out to achieve? Actually, I’ve no concrete plans although mummy had been diligently looking at the recruit every week.

Aside, somehow it was rumored among some seniors that I’ve tendered and so they were pretty stunt to see me in training. That’s audit. You never know who your colleague is cos we’re never in office. Not sure who is the root of it. Could it be the letter senior manager found on my table? *row eyes*
With all that said,
I wanna stay till July 2009. That’s a personal goal. =)

And here, uploading some random pictures~
Crazy boots brought the Dora balloon to client's place!

They had their bi-bin-bak and here we're playing games~

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