kiss and tell

fate brings two people together.
communication allows them to stay together.

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He is what I always wanted.

I used to dream about the various qualities of many suitors combined and it seems-

He is all I always wanted.

And it's too good to be true.

And most of all, when he wraps his arms around me and calls me baby
I feel safe
I feel like I’m home.

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Am I given a choice?

gf says I should not let go.
Am I given a choice?
It takes 2 hands to clap.
And I picture myself standing at the cross path we met.
With him walking away from me
While I stood still.
Am I given a choice?
Things seem to be almost always done the way he wants it to be.
Am I even given a choice?

Perhaps... Just B or B?

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forgive. forget.

I hate him for bringing me sky high

and pushing me down. twice.

I'm must have been an idiot ya?

I can forgive. but I'll never forget.

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What i want.

If you ask me what I want.
I want to be with you.

I want to share your burdens and see your smile.
To be there in times of happy or not.
To make us feel that life is worth that much more living for.

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Double Standard

From where I come from, (1) being a girlfriend; (2) no sms nor call for a day from my boyfriend and concurrently dating other guys. Condition (1) and (2) do not exist together. I don’t know what’s on his mind.

Not knowing the above, I dunno whether to cheer him up on a daily basis or attempt to distance myself since that seem to be what he wants. *confused.

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Co-existence

He prolly got his priorities sorted out and figured that I cannot co-exist with them. And hence, the only solution was to remove me from the equation. To ask me to go for my random dates. That’s his subtle hint?

Can’t priorities co-exist? Why is he always walking AWAY from me? Avoidance is the worst problem solving approach EVER. And it jolly well is his favourite.

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Prayer

Kenneth once told me that if there is anything you cannot resolve, pray about it.
I never know how a prayer works.
So all I did was to close my eyes and put my palms together.
If we are meant to be, give us strength to get through it all.
If we are not, just make him happy and I’ll be.

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A random date

I told d that I’m a little messed up now.
And he said, ‘that’s what happens when you ain’t with me.’
hahaha! hahaha!

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